Unexpected Blessings

How many times in your life do you actually realize that you are the beneficiary of true blessings? For much of my life I have always been of the opinion that it was up to me to take care of myself. I don't blame anyone for anything that it just happens to be the way I feel. those feelings have created this nagging feeling that I am alone (Not in the literal sense). I have not been the best at expressing what's going on in my life, but I try and be "there" for those around me. Now that we have that out of the way I can get back to my point.

There are times in your life when you may not know how much people care and think of you. From time to time you may feel that there is no light at the end of the tunnel and you are just scraping to get by. Well lately that's how I've been feeling. I work so that my family is taken care but I wish I could give them more. I think that anyone that provides for their family would share those feelings but I beat myself up over them constantly. Well Tuesday 10/04/2011 I seen a little light at the end of the tunnel.

I'll start by saying that I have not exactly been an easy son-in-law to deal with and I blame that mainly on my own short comings. I'm sure I could do better to be more involved in my family outside of my home but I have never really been that way. That being said, Megan and I were offered an act of kindness that I can honestly say I don't know we deserved.

We are currently living in a duplex that is either shrinking at an astounding rate or we are growing even faster; either way its becoming too small and quick. Well, due to some mistakes I'd rather not get into I am not afforded many opportunities to improve our way of living (housing arrangements). We have been in rent houses and made one gross attempt at buying a home but it failed. My Mother and Father in law came to visit this week and let us know that it would no longer be an issue. I will finish this up this afternoon but lets just say that the people you least expect help from are the ones who are first on the scene.